Gonna Be Me

here, here I go,
here I go again
no matter which way I choose
I can't win
somethings bound to get broken
in this struggle to break free
knowing my luck
it's gonna be me
I've seen this before
I've been in this race
running constantly
just to stay in one place
slipping constantly backward
no matter how hard I try
will I be running this
till the day that I die
every step that I take
seems to take me back
every choice that I make
seems to always lack
will I ever not be
so self-destructive to me?
here, here I go,
here I go again
no matter which way I choose
I can't win
somethings bound to get broken
in this struggle to break free
knowing my luck
it's gonna be me

It's a cycle I know
one I've repeated before
watch while I burn every bridge
slam every door
Looking back on the love
I've long since lost
was the price of my freedom
worth the cost?
so I can't go back
to reclaim from time
can't claim what is new
for it isn't really mine
so..
here, here I go,
here I go again
no matter which way I choose
I can't win
somethings bound to get broken
in this struggle to break free
knowing my luck
it's gonna be me